my future...

hey my readers. today i have some awesome news. i am training to become a marine. some of you might agree with it and some might not, but i am proud to be one of the less than 1% who would choose to do this. God Bless America!!!

I realized something...

I have changed my old ways. I used too get into fights for no reason but now i am not a violent person ^_^
i am already a nice guy but now i do not need to answer with my fists. i am proud that i found that out. now i am one step closer too becoming a better aid too those who need help with bullying.
^_^ i am happy with those who also look up this blog. good job guys!

some sad news...

i got some sad news. my computer apps teachers nephew is dead. he committed suicide and has passed on. i feel so sad for my teacher and his family. his nephew was only 20 years old i though i never knew the person i feel an emptiness inside me. i ask you all who read this that believe in it too pray for him. or whatever it is you do too show that you care. thank you.

My audience...

My audience... I am hoping that i can reach people all around the world with this blog. and hope that one day I may become a spokesperson against bullying. That is one of my few dreams that I have. It is an extreme goal but I hope it is one that I will achieve. This is another reason I made this blog. I hope i get recognized for this one day. ^_^ ( that would be awesome.)

Sorry for the late entry...

Sorry for the late entry... i was trying to blog over the weekend but was not able too :,( .I want too wish a Happy (late) Mothers Day too all of those amazing mom's out there. U ladies totally rock! ^_^
If any mom's read this blog and are probably trying to use it too help there chlidren or child with bullying... thank you for passing along my message and the message of others on being against bullying.

Thx for all the requests everyone ^_^...

Thx for all the requests everyone ^_^... you all are making me so happy. i feel that i am actually making a difference in some peoples lives. ^3^ i am honored that you guys have invited me to be friends on this. and for all the views i have gotten so far. when i first started out with this blog i did not get that many views but niw i am getting 100x the ammount from then. i thank you all for looking up this blog and for even possibly making a stand against bullying. thankyou ^3^

who i am...

who i am... is a nice guy in a life of evil. everyday i am thrown into evil things like my stepdad and other people. (laughs) so i am confused of who i am too become. i am not proud of somethings i have done, or the things i think of but i love myself. i have few people in my life that i can feel safe with so i am the only one i can trust and keep safe. i have lost many of friends and family members. (cries) and i have never been able too say good_ bye too a lot of them. it seems that whenever i get close too someone they leave me in pieces. :,( all of my gf's have hurt me so deep that i have not healed yet from any of them. (laughs) look at that i am just spilling my guts out on this blog and that seems kind of different for me. but i need to let you all know. that i do understand you all, i have been there through it all.