WHAT SHOULD I DO!?

my life seems so crazy right now i don't know what to do? i have a friend i would give my life for and it seems that i have given her my soul instead. i must protect her with my life at all cost even if from herself.I WOULD DIE FOR HER IF NECESSARY!! i love her with all my being but we can not be together. I SHALL NOT LET ANYTHING BAD HAPPEN TO HER WHILE I STILL DRAW BREATH!! i hope those who read this blog would do the same for the ones you love.