Last night...

Last night... i made a choice. I am now homeless and am fed up with my stepdad. last night he made a threat against my life again. he said that he was going too kill me. either with his shotgun or a baseball bat to the head. i am fed up with people like him. if anyone else reds this please leave a comment on what u think should be done :,(  . everytime i see that someone has looked up this blog makes me happy. i feel like i am actually doing something good in my life. my life has only been of pain and anytime i find some good in it, it always leaves me. i have never had a positive role model in my life ever. so i have tried too become my own role model. i never want too be like my stepdad. i am a nice guy who he is trying too make evil. i made this blog so that people could make there lives seem a little easier or so that they can get help with anything they need. now i am the one who is in need of help. so please let me know what i should do k?    :,)

i did a good deed...

I did a good deed... I helped stop a fire at an elementary school playground. I was leaving the skate park and noticed some smoke at the school.. i went over and saw some fire and tried too put it out. i was not able too do it myself so I went too get some help. i tried too flag down five cars and trucks too the point i was ready too run in front of them. i finally got a truck too call it in while i tried too keep it under control. i am happy nothing bad happened.

When life gives you lemons...

When life gives you lemons... you make lemonade. that there can be changed too match bullying too. If you get knocked off the horse you get back on the horse. but, too me a better one is if you get knocked down you get back up. Do not let the bully think he has won and get back up if he/ she knocks you down.This tactic may not make sense, "they may do it again", then just get back up. If they challenge you too fight them do not fight them. if they hit you. do not raise you hands and strike back. if you do not raise your hands to them, you have proven you are the better person. Some of you reading this may think that would be dumb, but it is also wise. right now it is kind of hard too explain but i hope you understand what i was saying. ^_^

Are you a bully?...

Are you a bully?... you might not think you are but you might be. if you hurt others to try and feel better about yourself then that could be classified as being a bully. i am not saying that bullies are people who want too needlessly hurt others, but are also hurt themselves. i am a victim and a bully so i can understand both sides. but the reason why i was a bully was because i was not confident in myself. and i was bullied and hurt at home. bullies themselves are usually victims too. they maybe bullied at home or at school. maybe because of peer pressure or some other reason. but bullies and victims are two sides of the same coin in my perspective.

how too help?...

How too help?... there r many different ways you can help a friend or someone you know who is being bullied. One way is too talk about it with them. they may not want to so do not pressure them about it. when they are ready they will tell you. plus do not confront the one who is the bully, it will most likely make things worse for the other person. remember if they need help they will let you know. it might not be clear at first but they will tell you.

what should be done...

What should be done... about people you see bullying others? One thing you could do is tell an adult... especially if it is at school. If you think it will make you look like a Snitch... it will not. if someone gives you a hard time about it... do not listen too it. you did the right thing.

When life seems hard...

When life seems hard... do not wish for it to end, but wish for life to begin. There may be times when it may seem that life is pointless and that death seems the best way to go, but it is not. A lot of you who read this might think that he does not understand, but I do. When i was growing up i was bullied by my family and at school. I used to get picked on for my height, my ethnicity, and the way i looked. I used to get into fights quite often too when in elementary school. That still did not help. i tried to end it all, but that did not help either. some of you may judge me, or others. But i ask you to look to yourself and ask yourself why you judge others. what is broken in (me) you that makes you want to do all of this. it may seem dumb to some but it can actually help you find what is upsetting you.